If you've noticed the marked change in the language as compared to my previous writings' its cuz i've been deeply influenced by the series call 'Californication' which I've been sucking up like cheap booze for the last few weeks...
Seems the perfect life doesnt it??? The aAmerican way of life... the washed up, be-a-writer, drive a porche that hasnt been washed off its stains and a broken headlight so that the light shines only on one path... the Fucking Present!!!
Present... Wat the FUCk is it... well at this point most of you would be thinking of the frustration within me... the acute desperation to get some thoughts out of my fucking system... but hey... at this point I'm quite content... ALMOST at peace... any enthusiasm subdued under our societal blocks... such as sit at a desk for 9 bloody hours and wonder why...
WHY??? yeah thats the big question... is it for the MONEY??? Hell yeah... is it for the social vindication of your freaking mind and restless soul... yeah kinda... is it fucking because there's nothing better to do??? Fuck!!! thats the one that kills me...
NOTHING BETTER TO DO??? well lets see... left to myself I would be sleeping late... waking up late... playing some sport... eat well... go out with friends... roam around with the love of my life... sleep late... n yeah... the cycle continues... BUT WOULD I BE HAPPY??? I DONT FUCKING KNOW!!!
Ability to THINK!!! yup.. thinking turns me on... and ARGUMENTS!!! YES thats the one... For once, and many other times,,, I love being a BONG... Arguements are the key to solving all the worlds darkness... Bring LIGHT to the dim dark world... Yeah thats my opinion... I might very well be the one in the dark..but who cares... its MY WORLD rite??? 'Its the world created in my bloody head' (read that with the Jason Statham Irish oh so obvious accent)... And once I'm gone and my fucking head is gone... the world is gone too... 'yeah sorry you cannot exist too'... (same accent)!!!
Well here we are... mind slightly less irritated... ranting is such a release... I dunno why but the thought of people reading it, and either associating with or dissociating with it are both great to imagine... For the ones associating "Nothing can be done mate, for we live in shit", for the ones dissociating "I dont care a fuck" and ofcourse, the most obvious group the ones who dont understand or dont care "you are the WORLD!!!"
